Not Gaming Game

It’s a strange game I play, sitting in my room fighting off the urges to use social media; to watch Netflix documentaries that I don’t want to watch; to fap; to consume all manner of junk and drugs; to spend all night gaming.

I fight off the urges like a little neeky ninja. I’m not sure it’s a game that has any meaning in the outside world. I play it alone. I play to win.

I like the feeling of winning though I’m not sure there’s any point to this game. It’s got to the stage where I simply refuse to lose.

I’ll look back in twenty years and wonder where the time went. My housemate spent it gaming. I spent it playing the not gaming game.